i was having bad dreams all lstnight... colors...black gray white purple.... i felt like no1 wanted me, like i wasnt alowd to do anything. i kept tring to cuddle up to my boyfriends but everytime i did i felt like i wasnt allowd too... so my friend pretty much said i didnt exist yesterday, not sure if i mentioned that at all in my last post.... it hurt. then she corected the message with the extent of when my bf leaves me over this she hopes i will be sexualy attracted to the next person all the time like a normal person....

thats like if i were to look at her and said: well i hope that when your girlfriend leaves you because of how manish your body is (her gf hates that) that you start sluting around with every guy you see giving head behind the bleachers and lieing about it even though you have pubes in your braces....

besties all these years, there when she came out but when its my turn nothing....

where to start.... well I'm starting this blog in hopes of helping anyone struggling with their sexuality, weather you have found it or are still searching... I'm calling it A Gray world because I am a graysexual... I just found this out recently and am having a hard time with it and telling people... within two days I have lost friends from the local LGBT+ because my sexuality "isn't real"